Monday, April 11, 2011

Vexed

Truly this cannot be happening! For more than a week my family has been battling an intruder on our calm and order. Every day we have searched for proof that our efforts have been successful. And every day we have found evidence that the end is not close enough. My mood and temper have been traversing the gamut of frustration, embarassment, resolve, self pity, and utter loathing. Yet nothing helps to soothe these frayed emotions like the company of a friend who knows exactly the trouble I'm in. And in knowing that I am not alone in my thoughts and feelings I have already overcome and will continue to do so until the victory is finally ours!

Lord, so many things are outside the realm of my understanding and yet I amaze myself in how I try in futility to know Your purpose and reason for everything. Thank You for these gentle and loving reminders that You are in charge of my life and I must simply follow You and obey You even in things I don't understand or comprehend. show me how to return frtiendship in a more honoring way. I also thank You for the faithful friendships that You've blessed me with and Help me to be even more yielded to You as You guide me through things that vex me, keeping Your will as my constant focus.

Glory

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